nothingness is very scary.
i’ve been filling a lot of my alone time with very haunting and unsettling thoughts of the emptiness of nothing, of space, of death.
i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i keep trying to shut them out but they creep back somehow.
maybe it’s time i come to terms with these things.
Last day of summer. I’m a little sad we didn’t get to spend this night kissing and talking by the seaside like we did last year. That will always be one of my favorite memories of us. I hope this new year will bring more happiness and more good memories. Bye bye summer 2013!
the beginning of 2012 holds some of my favorite memories.
i didn’t have you, but i got to see you every day and i thought about you constantly. i think the best part was actually around may, because the weather started to get a little warmer and everything was bright, hopeful, exciting. you didn’t know yet but you were everything i had ever wanted.
the problem with falling in love fast and hard is that after time goes on, the fire starts to fade and maybe one day it will even be extinguished altogether.
I can still hear the song
The melody behind the kiss that you gave me
You were wrong, I was right.
So I walked away
And left you there alone
I got so tired of talking on the telephone
How many times would we say the words “Goodbye”?
i want to meet someone kind and lovely, somewhere miles away from this place - someone who has beautiful eyes that shimmer like sunlight on the surface of the blue sea, and someone whose smile feels like waking up on the first day of summer.